...with longing for the things we could not be.



Birds flying high you know how I feel
Sun in the sky you know how I feel
Reeds driftin' on by you know how I feel

Fish in the sea you know how I feel
River running free you know how I feel
blossom in the trees you know how I feel

Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean, don't you
know
Butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean
Sleep in peace when day is done
And this old world is a new world
And a bold world
For me

Stars when you shine you know how I feel
Scent of the pine you know how I feel
Oh freedom is mine
And I know how I feel

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Welcome to Bonn. Köln-Bonn.
A week ago, I stood in a cheering crowd, and tried to catch the candies during the parrdes. Everybody weared fancy-dress, people were dancing and singing on the streets...
A week ago, I was just preparing to the all-night long party in the Paprica, the Magnus, or the Capitol...
A week ago, I was in Köln. I spent there 4 days (among the hundreds of thousands of other visitors)- to join the Köln carnival, one of the biggest street festivals in Europe.
I made lot of very bad photos, but who cares! the carnival itself was a fucking great event. I can't descibe it, it's something you must see!!

KÖLLE ALAAF!!

=Renegade-Angel23 featured my work Rex Tremedae Maiestatis [link] here: [link]






Seeing is believing but I don't want to know
Walk on through the wasteland I just can't let go
Face down I just break down when I see you cry
All the time

Hold on
Please
Hold on
To me
Tempt fate
Release
Escape

Someone now is screaming as the flames fly high
Think now that we're lost here and we don't know why
Face down I just break down when I see you cry
All the time

Hold on
Please
Hold on
To me
Tempt fate
Release
Escape

Behind those grey and lonely eyes
Unforgotten by time
Reality is dawning
Our spirit is awakening
And somewhere in the hurricane
Hope is waiting
Crying in the distance
And calling out your name...

[anathema: release]




Well, the End is near, and it means very agreable things: Christmas and a short holiday. I'm gonna re-watch Pride and Prejudice (the BBC-version, of course), and get some sleep, I'm fuckin tired. And then get back to my books... yeah.

"Winter came with anger and a bitter taste of fate
Winter came with fear for the things we could not escape..."

Surely these words describing my feelings better, but now I'm weirdly content. No idea, why.

Oh, and here is the gallery of Mathieus, a very talented friend of mine: [link]







Le pido al cielo solo un deseo qu'en tus ojos yo pueda vivir...

Yeah. For the first time when I wanted to achieve something I didn't screw up. So weird. I wanted to get a job - well, not real job cause I don't get salary - and now I have. It's a dreamjob to me: I'm employed as stagière (I don't know the proper english word) by a well-known judge. So the artist is quite happy.
Btw I finished my exams, sooo it's partytime!


Non est volentis neque currentis sed miserentis Dei.



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